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just wake up at 1230pm today
totally tired
exhausted
meaningless
whatever la..
secretly wish that i dont need to wake up again
but still,i open up my eyes,
and life goes on.
trying hard to let go the things
i discover yesterday
i locked the memories into closet
what can you do to me?
nanananananananananananana
stupid iddiot just found something to hurt herself
pretty damn cool
whatever
chat at msn with someone lastnight
erm..maybe should i say early in the morning?
XD..chat something out of love
out of friendship
but still,exist in my life..
feel pretty glad coz when he off
i also went to get some sleep
even what happen
people still will felt tired
i realize this
and happy with it..
whole day doing nothing..
lalalalalalalalalala
feel like i'm wasting my day,my tears and life
what am i doing
keep on asking myself
stupid stupid and extremely stupid
i hate myself
pretty damn HATE
so what??
世界上没有丑女人，只有懒女人。
although realize this quite a long time ago
but is absolutely sorry
that i'm terribly lazy
saw a friend profile just now
ask my sis to have a look
she ask me whether that girl went to korea
haha")
you get what my sis's means?
well..
she inspire me
stop being so lazy
so i guess that i should have some changes
feel quite bored to myself too actually
but slowly slowly lar..
nanana..why?
coz i'm LAZY..
get it?great.
recently my life really pointless..
keep on bla bla bla
my heart is bleeding
keep bleeding love
i wont do anything
but to watch you die
face-to-face
in-front of me..
let this stupid puppy love die until the very end.
let go of me..
我真的觉得好累
像爱但又说不上爱。
continue do whatever you want larr..
woohoo..i dun care anymore
go ahead and spend your time
let me alone here
keep on trying hard
not to continue wasting my life
i just live once.
and people that let me down
not qualified to be my babe.
washing my brain
U , get lost.