tiring

i miss everything that i'm not having right now
hope that these exhausted days will past soon
i hate when my time table is very pack
and i cant do things i like
it just make me felt very stressful
everyday 830am-530pm go class
then after that need to walk back hostel
and prepare to go training until 10pm something
these days make me become more and more emo
pity for that someone which always needs to calm me down
i need your care and support yet love more than anything
but i had tried to understand that you're busy also
so i try to less message you already this few days
because you're alone now
sure need to take care about many things
and remember to lock door and so on
i don't hope i affect your emotion
and make you become careless
please take good care of yourself
don't let me worry alone here
it will much more suffer 'coz i can't do anything for you
after all these stressful time and i shall meet you
and i'm sure that would be very happy to spend time
with my beloved 69
i miss you badly
always hope that you're just beside me
that i can feel you wherever i move